Lost

I feel like i’m going crazy

A wheel I can’t get off

Each time I think I’m almost done

It doesn’t seem to stop

I thought that I was happy

I thought I had moved on

Turns out that’s only temporary

Because the feelings don’t stay gone

My life might be in shambles

I can’t see where I’m headed

My visions blurred, my body stiff

My feet feel like they’re leaded

I’m not sure where to turn

Or how I can get back

All I want is for my life to calm

But shit stays out of whack

Trying not to get discouraged

But that’s really fucking hard

When everything feels so unsure

I feel lonely and on guard

Where is god now?

Why can't I hear her voice?

Please show me what to do

And help me make a choice