Both At Fault

I don't know how to forgive you

When i let you let me betray myself

Over and over

Breaking off pieces of myself to give to you

Looking down and realizing

I hardly even recognize myself

Built up this image of who i thought i would be

Who i thought i should be

Who i thought i could be

But can i sustain it

Is it in alignment

I’m angry with you

But more angry with me